Abortion: Our Only Option
By Toni Weisz/Spiritual Warfare
Genesis 3:15 and Genesis 1:27
“And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel.”
“So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.”
It takes courage to be healed from a past abortion. Going back to look at the sins that contributed to our abortion decision is hard.
Did we seek God? No.
Did we ask a Christian friend? No.
Did we ask our parents for help? I didn’t. How about you?
From the time we are little girls, the enemy’s plan is to isolate us. That way, he has us exactly where he wants us when we are faced with life-altering decisions: alone.
In the book of Genesis, we learn that Satan’s purpose was to destroy the seed of the woman who would give birth to the Messiah. God’s response to Satan in the garden describes the struggle that would ensue because of this purpose: “I will put enmity (hostility) between you and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel” (Genesis 3:15).
Since that very moment, every child in the womb has become a target for Satan to destroy. Satan hates humans because we are created in the image of God (Genesis 1:27). He takes this hatred one step further by convincing women that abortion is a good thing. How sinister is that? It is evil and unnatural for a woman, a mother, to kill her baby. Yet all of us on this conference call have done just that.
How did we let this happen?
Here are a few questions we can ask ourselves to uncover the reason(s) behind our abortions. I’ve included my own answers.
- What were the circumstances that lead to your abortion(s)?
Toni: I was in college living an ungodly life filled with drugs, alcohol, and sex. I was running away from my past pain. I just wanted to escape from my life, and this sinful lifestyle gave me some relief for a little while. So, when I found myself pregnant, I was fearful my child would be severely deformed from all the drugs and alcohol. I also feared my parent’s reaction.
- When you found out you were pregnant, who did you tell?
Toni: I told one of my housemates who also had an abortion; she said it was no big deal. She had just had one recently. I told one of my boyfriend’s sisters; she even told me where to make an appointment.
- Did you tell your parents? If yes, what was their reaction?
Toni: No, I was too fearful of their reaction, and I didn’t want to hurt them. I wish I would have had the courage to tell them. I made a mistake and I needed help, but I did not have the courage to do that.,
- Did you talk with the father of the baby? Did he have a say?
Toni: He just assumed I would have an abortion. He didn’t know what his role was. We really didn’t talk about it. The father of that baby is my husband and we will be celebrating our 40th anniversary this year.
- Does your abortion decision still bring you deep pain and regret?
Toni: I still mourn the loss of my son, Joseph. But by the grace of God, He has healed me from my past abortion. And I look forward to the day when I will see my son face-to-face. Thank you, God, for this gift.
The members of My Ashes to Beauty are here to walk alongside you and to help you. This ministry offers you hope and healing through a relationship with Jesus, the Word of God, the Holy Spirit, and a safe community to share your heart and your tears from your past abortion.
God wants His daughters healed and whole to live the abundant life He came to give them. Please reach out if you need additional help and healing. Email me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
You are loved,