Toni’s Journal Entries

Broken and Contrite Heart
January 7, 2020
A broken and contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. (Psalm 51:17b)
Lord Jesus, what do you want to show me?
Little Bird, stay dependent upon me for all things, seek my wisdom and discernment and I will move mightily on your behalf because you are my chosen vessel. Be bold and courageous and fear not for I am with you wherever you go.
Greater Works
January 1, 2020
Lord, I am overwhelmed by your extravagant love for me and these precious women. A few days ago, I began praying about our financial needs. Shortly after, on the last day of 2019, we received $1600 from some dear friends! I cried when I received the emails stating that someone had donated monies to the ministry. Oh God, You are so good to me and I am so grateful for Your love and forgiveness. Thank You for setting me free and giving me a new life, a new purpose, and a new song. Lord Jesus, what do you want to show me?
Little bird, greater works than this will I do, be obedient to me, and I will open doors, I will open the eyes of the blind, and I will open their hearts, and I will give them courage to come forward out of the darkness into My healing light. I will go before you, and I am behind you, and I will lead you by My righteous right hand. You are my precious daughter in whom I delight.
Why, Lord?
December 19, 2019
Why Lord are not more women coming forward to be healed from a past abortion? I have tears in my eyes, Lord I don’t understand please show me, what I am supposed to do?
“Little Bird, keep getting the word out and I will pour out my Spirit upon them and I will draw them into a saving relationship with me and I will forgive their sins and I will supernaturally heal them.”
Thank you Lord, I trust you. Toni
Forgiven & Changed
May 2018
If all you want is to be forgiven, admit your sin and brokenness to God.
If you want to make a change, admit it to someone else.
James 5:16a
Confess your faults to one another and pray for one another that you may be healed.