La guerra espiritual en los estudios bíblicos posteriores al aborto

La guerra espiritual en los estudios bíblicos posteriores al aborto

Guerra espiritual en los estudios bíblicos posteriores al aborto
Por Toni Weisz/Guerra espiritual (Blogs de Toni)
Salmo 91:1-12

¿Por qué la guerra espiritual es tan intensa cuando las mujeres deciden salir para ser sanadas de un aborto pasado??

He estado en el ministerio post-aborto desde 2006, cuando realicé mi primer estudio bíblico de recuperación post-aborto. Desafortunadamente, Nadie me preparó para lo que iba a ser uno de los momentos más trágicos y tristes de mi vida.. Satanás entró y destrozó a mi familia.. Mi esposo y mis hijos dejaron de hablarse; mi esposo y yo tuvimos un gran conflicto; El compañero de cuarto de mi hijo dejó de pagar el alquiler y le robó; Mi hija rompió con su novio por adicción al porno.. Todo esto comenzó dos semanas y media en mi primer estudio bíblico de recuperación posterior al aborto. Estaba en estado de shock, y yo estaba entumecido. Gran parte de ese tiempo sigue siendo borroso para mí.

Para darte una mejor idea de cómo comenzó todo esto, Permítame preparar la escena para ti.

Era enero 22, 2006, Santidad de la vida humana Domingo. Estaba sentado en mi clase de escuela dominical aprendiendo sobre el libro de Jeremiah. Más específicamente, Estábamos discutiendo cómo Dios llamó a Jeremías para ser un profeta del útero. Nuestro maestro nos preguntó a cada uno de nosotros, "¿Qué te ha llamado Dios a hacer?"

Durante años le había pedido a Dios que me revelara mi llamado. Hasta ese día, Pensé que era solo para ser una esposa y madre piadosa. Pero el Espíritu Santo habló a mi corazón y dijo, “Quiero que ayudes a otras mujeres a sentirse perdonadas por sus abortos pasados”.

Inmediatamente, Levanté la mano y le dije a nuestro grupo lo que Dios acababa de compartir conmigo.. Luego compartí con mi pastor después del servicio lo que Dios había dicho.. Estaba muy emocionada pero no tenía idea de lo que esto significaría o cómo cambiaría mi vida para siempre..

Entonces, le dije a mi marido, "Dios quiere que ayude a otras mujeres a sanar de sus abortos pasados". Su reacción fue, "No, eso no es bueno para ti; eso será muy difícil. Deberías estar en el ministerio de niños.. Allí serás más feliz”.

Respetar a mi marido., no hice nada. solo esperé. Durante la tercera semana de espera, mi pastor predicó sobre la obediencia. El Espíritu Santo se movió en mí con tanta fuerza que no podía dejarlo ir.. Fui con mi esposo de nuevo y dije, "John, No lo entiendes. Dios me está llamando a esto, Y tengo que obedecer ". Así comenzó mi viaje de curación.

A lo largo de los años, He aprendido mucho de las cosas que me han pasado en este viaje.. Ha dado forma a la forma en que pienso, hablar, y tratar a los demás. Desafortunadamente, No fui tratado con amabilidad durante las primeras partes de mi viaje..

En cambio, Recibí duro, Condenar los comentarios y me dijeron que era mi culpa que mi matrimonio no iba bien y que estaba en pecado. Estas palabras dolorosas me llevaron a aceptar un trato inaceptable de mi esposo.. Mis facilitadores y mentores no tenían experiencia en ningún tipo de trabajo de recuperación o problemas de codependencia.. No reconocieron que estaba siendo intimidado y abusado emocionalmente.

Agradezco a Dios por el equipamiento que me ha dado. Me ha dado paciencia, dulzura, y amor hacia las mujeres que han perdido a un hijo por aborto. Sé por experiencia que muchos factores entran en la decisión de tener un aborto.. No crecemos como las chicas jóvenes pensando, "Quiero abortar a mi bebé". No. No es algo natural para una mujer.

Decidí escribir esta publicación de blog sobre la guerra espiritual que rodea la recuperación posterior al aborto porque muchos de nosotros estaremos involucrados en estos estudios bíblicos de curación de alguna manera.. Si eres un compañero de oración, co-facilitador, o un participante, Cada uno de nosotros experimentará algún tipo de guerra espiritual.

Conocer esto: El enemigo no quiere que las mujeres cristianas sanen de un aborto pasado. Quiere mantenernos en esclavitud y cadenas, encerrado en un calabozo para ser atormentado. Esta aterradora verdad inspiró el nombre de nuestro libro electrónico., “Conduciéndolos hacia Su Luz”. Mucho antes del libro electrónico, Dios me dio una visión de un calabozo y mujeres sentadas en la oscuridad y encadenadas.. Jesús tomó mi mano mientras entraba a las mazmorras para sacar a las mujeres y poder rescatarlas del enemigo.. Es una hermosa imagen del amor de Dios por nosotros..

Nuestro libro electrónico está disponible en nuestro sitio web para una donación de cualquier monto.. en ello, compartimos 17 historias de aborto de mujeres (incluyendo el mío) y como Dios convirtió nuestras cenizas en algo hermoso para nuestro bien y Su gloria.

Ahora mismo, El enemigo está tratando de hacerte tropezar.. lo estoy viviendo en mi propia casa, y tú también podrías serlo. El enemigo usará a los más cercanos a ti para derribarte y desanimarte. Pero no renuncies. Dios es más grande y más fuerte que el enemigo. Quédate cerca de él y él te protegerá.

Hace unos seis meses comencé a leer el salmo 91 cada día. Te sugiero que meditas sobre eso también. Te fortalecerá por la inevitable batalla por delante.

 

Preguntas & Pensamientos de cierre:

  1. ¿Qué guerra espiritual has experimentado como resultado de salir y querer ser sanado de un aborto pasado??

    2. ¿Qué haces para protegerte de los ardientes dardos del enemigo??

    Espero con ansias un año emocionante en el que se curarán más mujeres del trauma del aborto.. Con el poder curativo de Jesús, Podemos llegar a aún más mujeres y detener este ciclo de muerte en sus familias..

Eres amado,
Toni

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El amor de mi Salvador por mí

El amor de mi Salvador por mí

 

El amor de mi Salvador por mí
By Toni Weisz/Abuse Recovery (Blogs de Toni)
Jeremías 31:3, 1 Corintios 13:3-8a, Isaías 9:6, and Zephaniah 3:17

Jeremías 31:3
The Lord appeared of old to me saying: “Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore with lovingkindness I have drawn you.”

Lord Jesus, what do you want me to say to the precious sisters reading this right now? You know each one intimately. What are some words of encouragement that you want them to hear from Your heart to theirs?

Little Bird, I want you to say to them, “I have loved you with an everlasting love. My love for you is pure, holy, righteous, kind, gentle, and eternal. I am love; it is My character. I created love. I know many of you have been abused or neglected and you have felt rejection from those closest to you. I am so sad that you experienced those things. My desire is for every child to know they are loved from the moment of conception. If you only knew how much I loved you from a child, you would not have looked for it in other places and with other people. But your view of Me and My love were distorted by the father of lies. He doesn’t want you to know My love intimately because he knows the power of My love. It was My love for you that kept Me nailed to the cross so you could have eternal life with Me and the Father in Heaven. We loved you so much that the Father gave you the Holy Spirit, the Comforter to be with you always, so you would never have to walk alone again. All these things I am mentioning show you how precious you are to Me. I am so proud of you for stepping out of the darkness into My glorious light. You know that true healing only comes through Me, because I am the Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, and the Prince of Peace. I created you and I delight in you. I understand you better than you understand yourself. I know how to heal every broken part of your soul. Will you trust me today with your whole heart? Allow me to heal you in all your broken places. I want to do a miracle in your life. I will close with this. Zephaniah 3:17, ‘The Lord your God in your midst, the Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.’ You are my beloved.”

 

Preguntas:

Do you trust God?

Do you know how much you are loved by Him?

Will you allow Jesus into those broken places where you have not allowed anyone else to go?

I pray you will experience the love of God in the innermost part of your being and be forever changed.

 

Eres amado,
Toni

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El hijo pródigo

El hijo pródigo

 

El hijo pródigo
By Toni Weisz/Abuse Recovery

Lucas 15:11-24, Jeremías 31:3b-c, Lucas 15:10, II Corinthians 5:21a, Efesios 2:1b, Lucas 15:10, Revelación 7:9, Romanos 8:15b-c, Revelación 19:9, y romanos 8:35

Lucas 15:11-24

Then He said: “A certain man had two sons. And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the portion of goods that falls to me.’ So he divided to them his livelihood. And not many days after, the younger son gathered all together, journeyed to a far country, and there wasted his possessions with prodigal (wasteful) living. But when he had spent all, there arose a severe famine in that land, and he began to be in want. Then he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country, and he sent him into his fields to feed swine. And he would gladly have filled his stomach with the pods that the swine ate, and no one gave him anything.

“But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! I will arise and go to my father, and will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you, and I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me like one of your hired servants.” ’

“And he arose and came to his father. But when he was still a great way off, his father saw him and had compassion, and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him. And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and in your sight, and am no longer worthy to be called your son.’

“But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring out the best robe and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet. And bring the fatted calf here and kill it, and let us eat and be merry; for this my son was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ And they began to be merry.

Some have called this, “The Running Father,” instead of, “The Prodigal Son,” because it’s the actions of the father in these scriptures that give a glimpse into the very heart of God, our heavenly Father, towards us, His children. I can imagine the father looking to the horizon every day for a glimpse of his son returning home. And every day, losing hope that he would return. Then one day, he spots his son and is filled with compassion for him. He girds up his loins (takes his robe from back to front between his legs and tucks it into his belt) and runs to his son. During Biblical times, a man of his stature in the community would not do such a thing in public, but he didn’t care what others thought. I read that the son could have been banned from the town or humiliated publicly, because he dishonored his father and their town with his sinful actions. This was another possible reason why the father ran to his son; he wanted to protect him from the humiliation and judgement of others.

Let’s put ourselves in the shoes of the prodigal son. Didn’t we run away from the homes that God had given us in part due to the dysfunction, and/or we wanted to explore the world and live our lives our own ways? All the while, our heavenly Father is watching and looking for us to return home to Him. How it must have broken His heart to see the destructive, ungodly choices we made. And yet, He loves us with an everlasting love; He yearns for us to come home to Him (Jeremías 31:3b-c). The angels in heaven rejoice over one sinner who repents (Lucas 15:10).

God sent His Son to die for us so we could be set free from the judgment we deserved because of all our sins. I love the correlation between the prodigal son’s father and our heavenly Father. Jesus became sin for us (II Corinthians 5:21a) and was naked, beaten, and crucified, and He died for us. He was humiliated and tortured for me and you. When I think of what Jesus did on the cross for me, I am overwhelmed with gratitude because I know I didn’t deserve it, but I humbly receive this precious gift of salvation that cost God the most precious thing He had, His Son.

Por último, we too were once dead in our trespasses and sins against God, (Efesios 2:1b) but when we confessed our sins, like the prodigal son, we were welcomed into the family of God. There was a celebration in heaven the day you received Christ as your Savior (Lucas 15:10). God has clothed you in a beautiful white robe (Revelación 7:9), put a ring on your finger, and adopted you into His Holy Family (Romanos 8:15b-c). One day, we will all be together for the great feast in heaven, the marriage supper of the Lamb (Revelación 19:9). Hallelujah! Gracias, Jesús!

Gracias, Father, for the gift of adoption into your family. I am no longer an orphan, a stranger, or an outcast; I am yours forever.

Note: To you precious ones who did not have good earthly fathers, it is hard to think of God as a good heavenly Father. Please know that God’s heart broke when he saw the abuse and neglect you suffered at the hands of your earthly fathers. God is not like your earthly fathers; He is kind, gentle, puro, holy, and faithful. He loves you with an everlasting love. Nothing can separate you from the love of God through Christ Jesus our Lord (Romanos 8:35).

Preguntas:

What was your relationship like with your earthly father?

Do you see God as a good and kind Father? If not, please explain.

Please reach out if you need to talk or you need prayer.

Eres amado,

Toni

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Aborto: Nuestra única opción

Aborto: Nuestra única opción

Aborto: Nuestra única opción

Por Toni Weisz/Guerra espiritual

Scripture References: Génesis 3:15 and Genesis 1:27

Génesis 3:15“And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel.”

Génesis 1:27“So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.”

It takes courage to be healed from a past abortion. Going back to look at the sins that contributed to our abortion decision is hard.

Did I seek God? No.

Did I ask a Christian friend? No, I didn’t have any.

Did I ask my parents for help? I didn’t. How about you?

From the time we are little girls, the enemy’s plan is to isolate us. That way, he has us exactly where he wants us when we are faced with life-altering decisions: solo.

In the book of Genesis, we learn that Satan’s purpose was to destroy the seed of the woman who would give birth to the Messiah. God’s response to Satan in the garden describes the struggle that would ensue because of this purpose: “I will put enmity (hostility) between you and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel." (Génesis 3:15).

Since that very moment, every child in the womb has become a target for Satan to destroy. Satan hates humans because we are created in the image of God (ref. Génesis 1:27). He takes this hatred one step further by convincing women that abortion is a good thing. How sinister is that? It is evil and unnatural for a woman, a mother, to kill her baby. Those of us who’ve had an abortion have done just that.

How did we let this happen?

Here are a few questions we can ask ourselves to uncover the reason(s) behind our abortions. I’ve included my own answers.

Preguntas:

  1. What were the circumstances that lead to your abortion(s)?

Toni: I was in college living an ungodly life filled with drugs, alcohol, and sex. I was running away from my past pain. I just wanted to escape from my life, and this sinful lifestyle gave me some relief for a little while. Entonces, when I found myself pregnant, I was fearful my child would be severely deformed from all the drugs and alcohol. I also feared my parent’s reaction.

  1. When you found out you were pregnant, who did you tell?

Toni: I told one of my housemates who also had an abortion; she said it was no big deal. She had just had one recently. I told one of my boyfriend’s sisters; she even told me where to make an appointment.

  1. Did you tell your parents? If yes, what was their reaction?

Toni: No, I was too fearful of their reaction, and I didn’t want to hurt them. I wish I would have had the courage to tell them. I made a mistake and needed help, but I did not have the courage to do that.

  1. Did you talk with the father of the baby? Did he have a say?

Toni: He just assumed I would have an abortion. He didn’t know what his role was. We really didn’t talk about it. The father of that baby is my husband, and we will be celebrating our 40th anniversary this year.

  1. Does your abortion decision still bring you deep pain and regret?

Toni: I still mourn the loss of my son, José. But by the grace of God, He has healed me from my past abortion. And I look forward to the day when I will see my son face-to-face. Gracias, Dios, for this gift.

The members of My Ashes to Beauty are here to walk alongside you and to help you. This ministry offers you hope and healing through a relationship with Jesus, the Word of God, the Holy Spirit, and a safe community to share your heart and your tears from your past abortion.

God wants His daughters healed and whole to live the abundant life He came to give them. Please reach out if you need additional help and healing. Envíeme un correo electrónico a: arwsg4u2@gmail.com.

Eres amado,

Toni

 

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Gracia asombrosa

Gracia asombrosa

Gracia asombrosa

by Toni Weisz/Abuse Recovery
Efesios 4:29-32 and Numbers 6:24-26

Efesios 4:29-32
Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ forgave you.

In the Moody Handbook of Theology, Paul Enns defines God’s grace as the unmerited or undeserving favor of God to those who are under condemnation. I did not grow up in a home where grace was displayed instead of harsh punishment. As a child, this caused me to be fearful and to hide.

I went to a church that was big and dark inside, and they spoke in a foreign language. The school associated with this church was very much the same. Students were hit with rulers when they disobeyed. Because I did not see grace and love in these formative places, I believed God was harsh and angry and ready to hit me when I got out of line. I began to believe that my faith in God was based upon my good works, e.g., If I am good, I will be loved and accepted, but if I disobey, I will be severely punished. Maybe that’s one of the reasons why I didn’t run to God when I was 21, unmarried, and pregnant. I was fearful that He too would judge me harshly and punish me severely.

During my adult life, I once again encountered a harsh church environment. My husband and I and our family started attending a legalistic church for several years where it was all about following the rules with no room for grace. The Holy Spirit in me was so grieved that I could barely feel or sense His presence.

At first, I didn’t recognize it, but I was experiencing spiritual abuse. Even so, I wanted to serve Jesus. If that meant wearing dresses 24/7 and obeying ridiculous rules, then that’s what I would do. This spiritual oppression greatly affected my soul, and I felt like I was slowly dying inside. Desafortunadamente, my children (who were in high school at the time) were also subjected to this spiritual abuse. I was so grateful when we finally got away from that toxic environment.

Similarly, I have experienced harsh treatment from another ministry leader as well. I felt like I could never do anything right and was always under a microscope. Every little thing I did was magnified and made into a public example. I was so embarrassed and felt discouraged. But God called me to the abortion recovery ministry, and I was not going to stop until God told me to.

Then one day, God brought a leader into my life who was kind and gentle. She gave me permission to just be me and fostered a safe environment in which I could open up and share about the emotional and spiritual abuse I was experiencing. I trusted her, and she truly encouraged me. It was so refreshing to have a leader that was sweet and kind, just like Jesus.

In our ministry, we want each woman to feel safe and know that she can share her story without judgement. We encourage her to use her voice, perhaps for the first time in her life. We want her to see the love of Jesus in our words and our actions. God wants our words to speak hope and life into the lives of the women He brings to our ministry, and that is what we will always try to do.

God has given us His heart for these courageous women. We are honored to walk alongside them on their healing journeys. You too are welcome here, courageous woman. Come as you are; we are waiting for you.

Pensamientos de cierre
What is grace? Grace is a gift from God; it cannot be earned.

Grace is overlooking someone else’s faults and loving them where they are.

I am so grateful for God’s overwhelming love and grace in my life. This grace compels me to love others, to extend mercy, and to be kind to all people. This grace humbles me when I think about what Jesus did for me on the cross…a gift I can never repay.

Number 6:24-26
“The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you peace.”

 

Reflection Questions:

  1. Do you judge yourself or others harshly?
  2. Do others treat you harshly?
  3. Have you received God’s grace?
  4. Are you able to extend God’s grace to others?
  5. Cómo podemos orar por ti?

Por favor comuníquese si necesita hablar. You can email me at: toni@myashestobeauty.com.

Eres amado,
Toni

 

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