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senhor, Eu quero ser curado
senhor, I Want to Be Healed
by Toni Weisz/Spiritual Disciplines
Scripture References: John 10:10b, Efésios 3:20, Isaías 41:10, Lucas 19:10 and Psalm 40:1–3
If we truly want to be healed from our past trauma, we must be willing to surrender all to God. We must step out and trust Him completely in this process even when it gets scary and it’s unpredictable and out of our control.
For those who have experienced abuse and abortion in our past, it is hard to let go of control because it was our protection, so we thought.
We have to come to the point where we don’t want to just survive, we want to live the abundant life Jesus came to give us (Read John 10:10b). We no longer want to just settle; we want to experience true love and acceptance, perhaps for the first time in our lives.
If you are reading this blog, you most likely have decided you want to be healed, too. You are courageous and tired of the life you were living and want more. You want to stop the cycle of dysfunction in your life and for future generations. This is a long and very hard process, but it is worth it.
If you are willing, God is able to do exceedingly abundantly more than what you can ask or think (Read Efésios 3:20). That’s the God we serve. He is not limited by time and space. He is eternal.
I remember back in 2006, when God called me to the post–abortion ministry, starting a journal called, “Why are the relationships closest to me toxic?” God gave me awareness that there was something going on in my relationships with those closest to me. But what was it? I was the common denominator, so what was I doing to enable these toxic relationships?
I discovered over a ten-year period of relentlessly going to God as a broken surrendered woman, “Lord I want to be healed from all the pain, rejection, abuse and my abortion. I want to be set free from my people–pleasing and fear of man. I want to know your love in the innermost parts of my being. I want to feel loved, cherished, and safe, but how do I get there?”
God was so gentle with me because He knew how fragile I was after a lifetime of pain, rejection and trauma. He was leading me with His righteous right hand on a path of healing that was so difficult at times, but it was also beautiful (Read Isaías 41:10).
I discovered the heart of God on this journey, and for that, I am most grateful. To know the Father’s heart towards us is life transforming. He is love, gentle, kind, faithful, peaceful, generous, powerful, and eternal. He is close to the abused, neglected, abandoned, and broken. He came to seek and to save the lost (Read Lucas 19:10). We were all that at one point. But God in His infinite wisdom, His abounding grace and love picked us up out of the pit and placed us on the rock, Jesus Christ our Lord, our strong foundation (Read Salmo 40:2).
Hallelujah!!! Obrigada, Jesus.
Perguntas para levar a sério:
- When did God show you the dysfunction in your life?
- What was your next step after your awareness?
- How is God healing you? Who or what did He use to accomplish this?
- Como podemos orar por você?
Please reach out if you need prayer or a word of encouragement. You can email me at: toni@myashestobeauty.com.
I watched this movie recently that truly blessed my heart: Kendrick Brothers’ Show me the Father.
Here is the YouTube trailer: https://youtu.be/k4g0CFfGkMk
I pray it blesses your heart also.
Você é amado,
Toni